Friday, March 13, 2009

It's Decided.



It's decided. I am going to be content with who I am. Yes, and it is starting today. I will not be afraid to wear bold colors because it makes me happy. I will not be afraid to share my beliefs because they keep me strong. I will express myself freely: with my tears, words, laughter, eyes, food, artwork, flowers, and music because I find it therapeutic. I will tell people of my triumphs and not worry that they might consider it boasting, because I know from where my strength and triumphs stem. I will share my grief because I want to help others with their own. I will do one thing that scares me each day because I know I can be better. I will savor life TODAY because pining for the past does no good. I will patiently wait for the future because the here and now is where my joy is and should be. I will pray for Heavenly Father’s love because that is when I have the energy and power to love others. I will accept my challenges no matter how sobering it may be, because I can grow. I will trust myself as a mother because she has been entrusted in my care and I know her best. I will give Brendon his space because I know he still loves me. I will forgive when I am hurt and ask for it when I hurt others. I will give people the benefit of the doubt because I hope for the same. I will love my family from afar because this is where I am supposed to be. I will trust my opinion because I think I have good tastes. I will kneel and pray out loud more often because I cannot do any of this or anything without His help. I will be me because He created me and I am His daughter.

9 comments:

No Big Dill said...

I commit to join you. It's so easy to live a passive life. But growth and progress does not lie in the easy.

Ashley Thalman said...

I've been thinking about this a lot. Maybe if we surround ourselves with others who do the same our pursuit will be met with more success.

Anonymous said...

Good for you Ann.
And nicely written.
I think many of us may need to reaffirm our commitments.
I have begun to Boldly share that I have 5 kids--and sure--I'll have another.
RD

hillary and britton said...

Ann, I think you do a lot of these things already! You've listed some great things that I too want to do.

Jordan said...

Sounds like you are thriving in your new world in the east, but the effect of your example will reach coast to coast. Thanks for this inspiration.

Unknown said...

HATS OFF TO YOU!
TWO HANDED SALUTE!
CAN'T WAIT TO WITNESS!

Rebecca said...

Thank you. You make me want to be better!

Brendon said...

That is a great way to live

Carrie Jones said...

Ann, I am so glad you posted this. You inspired me at a time when I really needed it. I love this window into your heart! Thanks for finding my blog and sharing yours.
Love, Carrie